Tomorrow I get to see him again

That sounds bad, doesn't it? Ugh. Anyways, we are meeting up tomorrow to talk about things. The conversation probably won't change anything. No matter how long we talk (and we spent over 2.5hrs on the phone from the past night and this morning), we won't be able to predict the future. I feel I am more positive, but I can turn my back and change a lot quicker, whereas he is being a little more negative but I know he wouldn't just give up on our relationship and date someone else as quickly as I would. *sigh*.